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Name: Alfred Lim Meng Hao
Age: 20 le!
School: Kong Hwa School, 1,2,3/3,4,5,6/5
MacPherson Secondary School, 1,2,3,4A
Temasek Polytechnic, Biotechnology (present)
Starsign: capricorn
the dead do not need wishes...
nor any dreams.....
aaron |
adelyn (da jie) |
amberlyn (er jie) |
ASC |
clarissa |
crystal |
DeathLight (Maple Guild) |
eric |
gene |
glenn |
grace |
janson |
jason |
jocelyn |
joey |
jovin |
jun jie |
li wei |
nadiah |
nick (ASC) |
phylis |
si en |
si ying |
siew mai |
xun xiang |
ya zhi |
zhen hong(zen) |
zoey |
loisa |
jasmine(khs) |
amanda(TP) |
wei hong |
jun xian(MSS) |
dickson |
peishan |
joanna |
bi xia |
hui yi |
rachael |
li hui |
alyssa |
zhen hong (FSN) |
jing ru |
tian hong |
denise |
on yi |
joel (blk 31) |
melody |
siti (ah ma) |
stella |
syai |
valencia |
zuraiin |
mei yee |
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October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
credits
Saturday, April 25, 2009 alrity... got letter from army le
Friday, April 24, 2009 SHUT THE FUCK UP LA alrit... finally an update....
Saturday, April 18, 2009 week 0 has ended....
Monday, April 13, 2009 tmw is the day.....
Sunday, April 12, 2009 Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Thursday, April 9, 2009 FUCK LA
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Blog Design: Devil89
enlistment date is 5th june lolz 15 weeks obese BMT
damn sad.... police dun wan me.....
haiz... now dunno wat 2 do after NS
well.... gonna see how ba i guess?
ROAR!
suan le my only mission now is to get back my stamina or make it better than last time =P
and of cos to become fit wahahaha
be prepared to see the slim and fit Devil =P
Y DO U JUS HAV TO MAKE ME HATE U!?
basically this week is everyday fieldtrips for the year 1s
Mon:
went 2 sch in the morning to help with some admin stuffs den meet tat, xuan, nick, anil and aaron for lunch at design me, tat and xuan ordered this special order which costed $11 at the western food store which includes chicken cutlet, 2 pork chops, grilled fish, beef steak and butter rice hahaz damn worth it eat until shoik b4 we go gardenia for free bread with gene and the BCS freshies hahaz
Tue:
had lunch at ITAS with tat, xuan and nick den we go IBN with aaron, anil and gene with the BIO freshies
Wed:
Had lunch in school with tat, xuan, nick, aaron and anil at biz b4 going to bloodbank with louis and gene with the BMS freshies, slacked around and do stupid stuffs at bloodbank after the fieldtrip hahaz and u wun wanna noe the details =P den after tt we go marina square to meet grace, dennis, nadiah, clarissa and li wei for makan at pizza hut and we celebrated dennis's bday and louis's belated bday hahaz and we make them do some stuffs lolz damn funny
Thur:
woke up early in the morning to go hay's dairy with tat, nick, aaron, gene and anil with the VET freshies it was great and my 1st time having goat milk lolz taste kind of normal to me hahaz but it kind of taste damn gd after drinking a few more lolz den after tt meet ya zhi, fang ying and hui zi in sch for lunch with tat and den go collect graduation attire, after which went tamp1 with ya zhi and fang ying, alot of 'jap' shops there and played abit of arcade games. the arcade there v small and v limited games -_-
Fri:
woke up quite early 2day 2 2 go yakult factory with tat, xuan, nick, gene and louis with the FSN freshies den tat, xuan and nick go do some breaking after the trip and i went to mentoring booth for awhile lolz den we had lunch b4 we con't slacking til evening
it was quite sad....
lose in dragonboat...
itz my last....
my last in TP...
oh well....
suddenly feel v sad...
and i'm starting to miss orientation...
the 4 week 0s i hav been through as a freshie,OL and log
all was great with gd memories
2day jus rotted at home...
feels so weird itz kind of like 'it ended?'
3 years suddenly seems so fast
how i jus wish time could stop...
of cos i will miss my friends in poly
poly life was great
it was fun but oso stressful at times
in fact the most stressful period in life so far
oh well
dunno watz next...
still no reply from police...
suddenly feel v unsecure oso....
wander watz my future gonna b like.....
could only cross finger
pray (to satan -_-)
and hope tt everything will turn out well.....
oh! and suck it up!
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
I FUCKING HAD ENOUGH OF THIS MAN
JUS WAT THE FUCK THEY WAN FROM ME!?
CANT THEY JUS LEAVE ME ALONE!?
JUS FUCK OFF!
THIS IS MY LIFE
I DO WAT I WAN
I FUCKING LIVE MY LIFE
CANT THEY EVEN FUCKING LET ME DO TT!?
I JUS WISH I'M A BASTARD
OR MAYB EVEN BETTER IF I DID NOT EXIST AT ALL
MAYB
I SHOULD JUS EXIST NO MORE
JUS WAT THE FUCK IS WRONG MAN
ARGH!!!!
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KNNB! CCB!